So my birthday is coming up on Aug 10th and i will be turning 20! woot

Well a surprise party was thrown for me kind of lol

It all started this morning. I got up to go to work and decided to have some meatloaf for lunch. Well that didnt agree with my stomach. I ended up getting really really sick. I was crying and i couldnt even move. It hurt so much that is felt like i was being kicked in the stomach numerous times. My fiance felt horrible because he offered it to me which i dont blame him cause i could have said no but it sounded so delicious. A whole hour I spent in the bathroom in fetal postion begging the pain to go away. He had to call in to work for me cause I couldnt even talk cause it hurt so bad.

After getting sick so much and my thoart turning raw from the stomach acid. I finally got better. Well my fiance felt horrible that it happened today cause of my surprise party. Well i ended up feeling alot better and decided to go ahead with the party cause this was the only day people were free.

Well i loved spending time with my closet friends. Ryoko aka milliondollar empire and her boyfriend Kenny bought me balloons, a cake (which was delicious) and the movie Cry Baby which i love to death and let me just say the balloons are dragonballs and yes there are 7 of them so i get to make a wish to the eternal dragon. woot.

My other friend ryan got me this Michael Jackson book I have been wanting cause I love Michael Jackson and I'm sad he has passed away. He was a great entertainer. And also a batman card and a superman gift bag ha ha

Dan, Katie, Allison, and Dave let me have my party at there house and cooked the food (which i only had one hot dog but it was yummy on the account i was still kind of sick) which I appreciated and sung happy birthday too me.

And well my fiance what more can I ask for. He was with me the whole time i was sick and this isnt the first time. He has been there with me all the time i feel sick and takes care of me. Well he got the other part of my engagement ring which i will put a pic on here sometime soon. I love him and he made my birthday special along with all the other people I hold dear to my heart. I am thankful for them and hope they will be in my life until the end.

So thanks everyone for the great birthday and I love you all

So went to see Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.

I have to say that movie was so long a few people dozed off during the movie, but oh no of course I didn't cause I love Harry Potter and was to excited to even let one eye lid close.

The movie was great but the book will always be the best. I didnt like Narcissa's hair it was not right. Slughorn was supposed to be fat and that man was skinny. Greyback was very beastly being a werewolf and kind of scared me alittle.

Draco was awesome in the movie (props to Tom Felton) I felt bad for him and his mission.

Dumbledore made me cry when he was drinking that poisonous water.

LAVENDAR BROWN -_- UGH!!!!!!!!>LSJFLSKJFLSJFLSJFF SHE IS SO ANNOYING I WANTED TO PUNCH HER IN THE FACE. RON AND HERMIONE FOR EVA!

Awww Lupin....he is still sexy even though he is with tonks.


Ginny kissing Harry...-_-. Jazzy knows how I feel about that. But yay goodbye Cho.

Young Tom Riddle was scary in a I'm becoming evil way. He gave me the chills.

Well enough rambling the movie was awesome and I would see it one more time if I could. Hopefully I will. So peeps you should go see it but also read the book.

Michael Jackson I will miss you.

I remember when I was seriously in love with you when i was little and did nothing but dance to your songs when i was alone in my room. j

You brought me some great memories with all the videos you made. Which my favorite video was Remember The Time.

R.I.P you will be missed. You made the most amazing music ever.

OMG! That motha lickin concert rocked more then my socks off. Omg lets start at the beginning cause the night was just so enjoyable.

Well when we got there to roberts stadium the first thing that happens is getting patted down for weapons. Lame. I had motha fuckin skinny jeans on and no purse so i would like to see my ass try to hid a weapon. Yeah...and we had some gross guy pattin us down thank god he didnt pat me cause im sure my finace wouldn't like it.

Well then Me, Josh, Kim, and Ryan go to the t-shirt booth...wait let me rephrase that kim and I went, josh and ryan went to find our seats. Well after buying the most awesome disturbed shirt we went to our seats. 16th row centerstage Baby!!!! OMg it was so flippin awesome

While waiting we watched some chick almost fall with her beer (yeah they sold alcohol there). A bunch of skinny jean wearing guys dance like the russian doing that foot dance. YEah it was lame but entertaining. There were two guys who sat by kim who tried to go down to the pit but those dumbasses were denied because their tickets didnt say floor access. So they came back up to their seats and shit all depressed. Also during the concert it was pottopia in the building. we had one pot smoker off to the side and his ass got caught and then after that he was all depressed and shit. It was pitiful. And during the concert killswitch said Down with all the people who smoke pot (or something along those lines.) lmao Well instantly the concert started.

Chiamera was the first band. They were okay but I've only heard one of their songs and I'm not a big fan. Lacuna Coil was next and she song that song The Truth which I loved that song (it's the only one I know cause I watched the video on On Demand) My fiance thought her headbangin was hott. Thank god i dont get jealous. lmao.

Killswitch was next and It was hott cause that black guy can sing and he doesnt sound black omg....Awesome!!! When he said this is for all the ladies...i was like oh hell yes and whipped my camera out. (It's practically the only song I play on guitar hero 3 besides stricken...lol go figure disturbed played that at the concert too more on that later.) well after the my curse moment they played end of heartache and then holy diver. I was like wooooo and head bangin while holding my camera to take pictures. It was a really funny site. well after that killswitch ended.

Now for the finale. Well kim and I were like the stage is so small how in the hell is disturbed really gonna play. Well the idea i thought was this big ass black curtain they had was gonna fall and when they started that damn curtain fell (yay me im good). well then here comes the lead singer being pushed out all masked up and shit and in a straight jacket, It was fuckin awesome. Then he busts out of it and everyone got hyped. Well some of the songs i didnt know but when he did this slow song and in the background you could see the trademark "The guy" aka the demon outline i was like hell yes. Then finally with an explosion it appears. wooooooo! Well skipping through a few parts Inside the fire was the most awesome song ever and i enjoyed it. The lighting and and stage was cool. In one part he told everyone to "Put there Motha Fuckin Fists In the Air!" Hell yes. Well the poster they had in the background had all these people holding there fists in the air (not real people but just anime kind of style) well the demon was in there and his eyes were glowing red and he had a thick ass arm in the air. I was like damn thats a big ass arm. Well off to the other side of the poster was one black chick. I told josh i was like look its me cause like me tell im sure there was only 3 black girls there. And the other two wasnt rocking like i was. lmao But the most amazing part was when david came out of the freakin sound booth floor and rose up omg i was like hell yeah and took all kinds of pictures.

When the concert ended i was sad and my ears were ringing but i didnt care cause it was the most awesome concert ever. well after we went to dennys and i had pancakes and midnight lol It was the best day ever i cant wait until another concert comes! wooooo

So This month has ben really enjoyable so far....right now im currently watching The Pokemon Movie 2000 cause there is nothing better on tv and it still makes me laugh that I used to be a big pokemon fan.

Well tonight I'm going to the Disturbed: Music As A Weapon Tour! Heck Yes and of course I can't wait to see Killswitch Engage. So hopefully I can get some awesome photos.

Got one of my Cyborg 009 mangas in the mail so now all I need is vol. 4,5,9, and 10 then my collection is complete. YAY! Hopefully the rest will come in quick like vol 6 did cause I just ordered them may 8.

Going to see Star Trek and Im dressing up as Uhura. Can't wait for that.

Working on some artwork, pictures, cosplay and fanfiction. Right now I'm writing a cyborg 009 story.

Well that's it so far...